Just saw one of my photos was uploaded by my friend. Actually is nothing special, because every day got friends upload your photo. However, the special for that photo, is the date of photo took. I might forget the date of that day but I will not forget what happened on that day. That day I got the call from my brother in the mid night, telling me the bad news between my parents. I was sleepless for the rest of the hours left and I continue attend class in the morning, follow the plan go watch tall ship, attending my senior graduation. No one knows what had happened on me that day, I seem handling my emotion so well on that day and the rest of days.
No one realises what happened on me until I told. However, there are someone is different, just only she, just she realise something wrong on me. I really appreciate on her and thank you, you at my side when I need support. However, I feel very sorry when you need support and I’m not there. Once again sorry my friend, I hope you are doing good in Liverpool.
Now thinking back, I, myself also wonder how come I able to handle well on my emotion. I remember when I was 11 years old; my mother gave birth to my younger sister. But she was in danger. I heard my father said I was cold-bloodedly just because I did not cry or I act as normal. I cannot remember what reaction that time; I just able remember what he comment.
Every time things happened, I composure handle it. Sometime I really hope I can like others people simply realise out what they feel. I feel that I always handle my emotion in intellect but not in sentiment. Some time I feel how good follow our feeling but not our intellect.
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